I love titles that can have two meanings.
After months of being handed off from specialist to specialist at UIHC, I finally got to see the balance disorder specialist at the University of Iowa. This is more than a year after I started getting episodes of dizziness. Going into the appointment, I was full of hope and yet trying not to have high expectations. I figured that on one hand, the doctor would not be able to tell me ANYTHING, and on the other, she could suddenly realize that all along I had some illness or disorder that only she knew about and that she had the pill right there that would cure it. Unfortunately, my experience was more the former than the latter. The doctor says that this happens with about ten to fifteen percent of her cases.
After going over my case history with her, she began testing. Walk toe-to-toe, now with your eyes closed--normal. Touch my finger, touch your nose, repeat, close your eyes, repeat--normal. Stand on one foot, now the other, now with your eyes closed--normal. Sit down on this table while I push your head down quickly and watch your eyes--normal. Reflexes--normal (I want one of those hammer thingies). March in place, now close your eyes and do it again--abnormal. Wow.
This was the first time in all my testing with all my doctors that I had an abnormal result. It was SO weird. The doctor had me close my eyes and march in place for about a minute. I was feeling really foolish and so had this big chagrinned smile on my face, grinning and bearing it. I knew that I was walking in place, and it seemed pointless to keep going. When the doctor finally had me open my eyes, I had rotated at least 45 degrees and was facing my husband instead of the doctor--surreal. At last, something testifies that I may have some kind of problem.
Unfortunately or fortunately, all of my tests have been normal: caloric testing (think squirting water in someone's ear and seeing what happens), rotational chair testing (as horrifying as it sounds), VEMP testing (we're not going there). At this point, there is not much that the doc can do for me. We're redoing the MRI in case something shows up now that didn't a year ago. My vitamin B-12 is a little low, so I've started a supplement for that. She thinks there's a possibility that it may be vestibular migraines, but it is really a possibility, nothing more. So, when Dave and I are finished trying to conceive, we can begin looking at different migraine medications, but at this point, there isn't anything else the doctor can do for me.
In the meantime, I can't return to teaching. The school atmosphere of little bodies moving everywhere and talking all the time is a big trigger for my episodes of vertigo and nausea. The doctor didn't seem to think that this would get better on its own (at the same time, she never stated that explicitly--miracles happen). For now, I'll take my supplements, get the MRI redone, and so on and see the doctor again in six months.